He prayed and agonized over this for several weeks. Every time he started to begin an outline, inspiration left him. Inspire, from the Latin inspīrāre which means to breathe upon or into. He wanted the words he would use to breathe life into those who heard him. He wanted the message to put wind into sails so they could sail through the storms of life. Surely, the story of God coming to earth meant that.
Jack visited MIA and JoJo at MIA’s house. It bothered him that his friends had begun drinking heavily. He understood the hurt they were trying to avoid. Still, he knew there was more to life. Hadn’t they learned about duty and honor during their time in the military? Where is honor in being drunk? In spite of the fact that drinking bothered him, Jack made certain to continue to spend time with his friends. He felt that was his duty at the very least. They were still his friends and wanted them to know that he had their backs and could rely on him in civilian life as they had in war.
Jack and Charlotte were eating lunch one day in one of the restaurants in town. It was a quiet time of eating and reflecting. Neither said much. Bob entered the restaurant and after seeing
Something about those last remarks bothered Jack. He couldn’t quite put his finger on it. He knew Bob from church but never really interacted with him. If not for his singing, Bob was the sort of fellow that seemed easily forgotten. Then it hit him why Bob’s comments troubled him. He asked coldly, “So you spent a lot of time with
Feeling his face redden, Bob stammered, “No, not really. We’d see each other on occasion and I’d ask how you were. I mostly kept tabs on you through your mom and, a couple times, your brother.”
“So you wanted to keep tabs on me?” Jack asked, his anger rising.
“No it’s not like that at all. It’s, its…”
“Maybe you should tell me how it is!” Jack’s anger was deepening.
Jack shot back at her, “Oh so YOU were the one showing the interest and the perfect gentleman here didn’t quite give you what you wanted.”
“What?”
“I suppose you needed some company while I was gone like MIA’s wife so you hooked up with Bobby here.”
“Jack, how dare you? I’ve been completely faithful to you.”
Bob interrupted, “Jack, there is nothing between Charlotte and I. We are just friends.”
Jack stood up, faced Bob and stepped close with a menacing posture. He spoke slowly and evenly like his former commanders so you knew you were spoken to and knew your only answer would be, “Yes sir.” “You look here little man.
As Jack sat down,
“Was there anything between you?”
Feeling very angry now she said, “No.” In her anger, she wanted to say that she wished there had been something between the two of them but held her tongue. They finished the rest of their meals in silence. As the anger subsided, Jack began to feel a little guilty. It was nice to feel powerful again like when he carried his weapon and swept through villages in
As she walked back to work,
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