Shorties: 71

Snuggly tucked into bed, Brianna and Ashley looked expectantly at their father, Aaron.  What story would he tell?  His mind turning, Aaron momentarily stalled waiting for the muse to sprinkle her pixel dust upon him.  Then he knew what story to tell.

Aaron began, “I’m going to tell you a magical story about two girls who are named Brianna and Ashley.”  Five-year-old Brianna rolled toward her three-year-old sister and the two squealed with excitement.  Anticipation bubbled as Aaron continued.

“Brianna and Ashley lived in a land of wonder.  Every morning they awoke to puppies licking their faces.” 

Ashley interrupted, “Are they chocolate labs?”

“There were chocolate labs, black labs, yellow labs, pink labs, purple labs, all kinds of labs.  These puppies loved Brianna and Ashley and the girls loved their puppies.  The girls played with the puppies until they were fully awake and then their mommy made them some big, fluffy pancakes with all the syrup they wanted. 

“On this special day, when they finished breakfast, their daddy came home early from work.  He swooped into the house and gave his wife a big kiss.”  Brianna gazed at her father, hanging on every word.  Ashley gave a small frown.  She didn’t like it when her parents were affectionate. 

“Then daddy announced to everyone that today they would do magical things.”  Brianna, still enthralled, smiled broadly as her face beam.  Ashley grinned at the thought of doing magic and was drawn back into the enchantment of stories. 

Aaron continued his tale.  It was filled with meadows and flowers, giant trees and fairies, running and laughing.  The whole family was without limit.  They flew to the highest mountaintops.  They swam to the bottom of the deepest oceans.  Then they played with dolphins and jellyfish. They ran pine forests with branches laden with snow.  They sledded down long hills and, after reaching the bottom, sprinted to the top to do it again and again.

The portraits Aaron painted filled them with rapture.  They inhabited the visions. The tale was an instrument that carried his girls to a land of make-believe and their hearts swelled.  As the story neared the end, Aaron continued, “Finally, mommy, daddy, Brianna, and Ashley built a big fire and they toasted hot dogs and marshmallows. The moon was full and it smiled and winked at the happy family.  The moonbeams warmed them from the evening chill.  Fireflies danced about them.  Then Ashley asked, ‘Where’s the chocolate and graham crackers so we can make S’mores?’

“Both hands balled up into fists, Daddy presented them to Ashley and asked, ‘Guess.’

“Ashely picked one hand and daddy opened his hand.  It was empty.  Then with a smile, he pointed to Ashley’s left hand and dozens of chocolate bars spilled out.  Brianna hurried to catch them all.  Once the bounty of chocolate was gathered, daddy pointed to Brianna’s left hand and graham crackers began spilling out.  Then he pointed to mommy’s left hand and gold jewelry bubbled out and fell to the ground.

“For the rest of the evening, the family toasted marshmallows, ate S’mores, and chased fireflies.  “

Aaron saw his daughters were asleep.  They looked angelic and his heart was full of love and wonder.  With gratitude, he bent down to his daughters.  Tenderly, he placed a kiss on each forehead.  

But he couldn’t leave yet.  Aaron wanted, he needed another moment of moonbeams and fireflies.  How he yearned to marvel again, to live a life of possibilities.  Oh to capture heaven and hold it tight.  

Finally, he turned and joined his wife in bed. A smile remained etched on his face as the light of enchantment filled his heart. 

Appendectomy

Not many people have been in a situation where they should have died.  I imagine in most cases like that, it was a harrowing experience.  Mine was not.  Yes, given the circumstances, I beat the odds.  My sister and I discussed it recently and I feel it time to write it down.

On September 2, 1980 (Yes, this was a long time ago.  Please pardon the old man telling old stories.), I was a sophomore in high school.  I remember mom made a big spaghetti dinner complete salad, and my favorite dessert, chocolate tunnel of fudge cake.

Mom’s meal was exceptionally good that night.  To know me, you must know I come from a family of eaters.  It is a badge of honor to devour copious quantities of food.  I must have made my ancestors proud that night.  I was stuffed but squeezed in dessert.  I felt very full and my stomach bothered me later in the evening.  I chalked it up to my gluttonous behavior. 

At the beginning, I had discomfort in the center of my abdomen.  As the night progressed, it moved to the lower right hand side of my stomach.  It is hard to describe how it felt.  It never was so excruciating that I was doubled over in pain.  Instead, it was a dull ache and I felt the need to protect the right side of my body.  Also, it seemed to hurt more when lifting my right leg. 

After discussing with my parents the next morning, I did not attend school.  Dad went to work but mom was torn between staying home and going to work.  I told her to go to work.  It was a 5 minute, or less, for mom to get home if I needed her.  She reluctantly left.  Other than getting a low grade fever, nothing really changed with me. 

At some point we discussed the possibility of me having an appendicitis.  However, either one or both of my parents, I don’t remember now which it was, had had appendicitis before.  They remembered being in terrible pain.  Since I was not in such pain, appendicitis was not seriously considered. 

Throughout the day, I had no appetite.  Consequently, I ate nothing that day.  I joked I ate enough the previous evening I didn’t need to eat. 

Wednesday turned to Thursday but nothing changed for me.  Mom and dad went to work but I stayed home.  Perhaps around 9 or 10 o’clock I showered and felt better afterward.  I called mom to say I felt better and wanted to go to school.  She came home lunch again and took me to school when she returned to work. 

If I remember correctly, I had three classes after the lunch period.  I knew before the first class was finished I made a mistake going to school.  I rapidly felt worse as the minutes ticked by.  I wondered how I would get home.  Honestly, I knew I had to walk but wasn’t sure I could do it. 

There are two ways to get home from my school.  The most direct is probably less than half mile but it is also more remote.  You must cross railroad tracks and a creek and then through the yards of a couple neighbors and then about a block up the street.  The other way is on the sidewalks and might be ¾ to one mile in total.  I was concerned about going the short way in case I fainted or something.  Would anyone find me?  I elected the more public, but longer way home.  I remember moving slowly, step after step.  I was determined to get any at all costs.  I reached the house exhausted but relieved to be home. 

At this point I was becoming quite concerned about my condition.  Looking back now, perhaps I should have insisted on my parents taking me to a doctor or hospital. Funny, but I wonder why I didn’t ask a friend to walk me home.  I know it would have been out of their way but I’m sure they would have stayed with me if I asked.  Of course, this was long before the Internet as we know it.  Our World Book Encyclopedias had little information.  I went to bed Thursday without eating that day.

I felt no better Friday.  Dad and mom went to work but mom called me to say she would take me to a doctor during her lunch break.  My regular doctor wasn’t available so mom to me to another doctor.  If I remember correctly, she was the only female doctor in our small town.  I don’t mind being seen by a female doctor or nurse but I was very uncomfortable with my mom in the room as she poked and prodded me.  Ultimately, she told mom to get me to the emergency room as soon a possible. 

Mom drove me to Graham Hospital in Canton, Illinois.  That is where I was born.  After the doctors there did the same examinations, they said I probably will need to have emergency surgery.  Funny, but I remember hoping I would have surgery and get to stay in the hospital for a while.  I did get my wish.

Since I hadn’t eaten in three days, I didn’t need to get an enema.  I’m still thankful for that.  After taking off my clothes and donning those hospital gowns that reveal your back side to the world, I got on the gurney that took me to the operating room.  Mom was there looking terribly worried.  It was September 5^th, her birthday.  I looked at her and as they started moving me I said, “Don’t worry mom.  I’ll be alright.”  She starting crying.

Here are the things I remember about the operating room:

One nurse had the prettiest and kindest eyes.  I was in love with those eyes

It seemed cold

They did move me to the operating table and then strapped down my legs and one arm.  The arm was straight out.  In my memory it was my right arm but it must have been my left since that is where the IV was. 

When they were ready to put me under I asked if I should start counting.  Someone had told me you can’t count more than ten.  When I counted I got to ten and announced my friend’s comment and how I did it.  That’s the last I remember

The next thing I remember is feeling horrendous pain in my stomach and having a thirst unlike ever experienced before.  It felt like they purposely tried to dry out my mouth, and succeeded. 

I woke again and my parents were there.  I told them I was thirsty.  Dad said he would ask if I could have anything.  I tried to scratch my leg and felt something like scabs.  Then I was out again.

The next time I awoke I said I was thirsty and mom said I couldn’t drink anything yet but the nurse game them a washcloth to wet my lips.  Mom did this but it gave no relief.  I told mom I could hold it and she let me take it.  I put it on my lips while putting more of it between my lips and I started sucking water out.  It was like drops from heaven but there were too few. 

At some point, mom and dad went home.  I tried to sleep more but the pain was terrible.  Since stomach muscles were cut, I quickly learned how most movements made by the body affect the stomach.  I don’t sleep well on my back so I tried to roll over to my left side.  I had to grab the bed rails and use are strength to roll over.  Once on my side, I bent my left arm up toward my face and fell asleep. 

Then I was roused by a nurse telling me not to bend my left arm since the IV was in my left hand.  It was a very long night.  At some point I started watching TV.  I still couldn’t drink anything but nurses came in from time to time to check on me. 

In the morning, various people made rounds and took my temperature, blood pressure, poked and prodded me and wrote things on my chart.  The doctor who visited me every morning looked just like my science teacher and I mentioned this to here.  I also remember once stating I didn’t want her to get too close since I hadn’t brushed my teeth. 

Funny but at some point during the night the nurse commented it was time to take my pain pill.  The pain pills didn’t help so I told her I didn’t want it.  Later in the day the nurse wanted me to move around.  While doing so I grimaced in pain.  She remarked about what I would do when I stopped taking pain meds.  I guess she didn’t know I stopped them many hours before.

I was quite fascinated when they removed the bandages to reveal the incision.  They closed me up with 8 staples.  Staples!  How cool!  It was interesting to watch them get removed.  A little pliers type device crimped down in the middle on top of the staple and caused end to be angled up.  Then the doctor angled it so one side was slid out of the hole and then the other.  There was very little pain. 

One thing the doctors and nurses were checking was my gastrointestinal system.  It has shut down.  I couldn’t start eating real food until it started up again.  Every day, they listened to my stomach for the sounds the GI makes when it is working.  Until then, all I could have was water, three milkshakes a day (my breakfast, lunch, and dinner), and Jello.  I also had a steady flow of antibiotics and fluids from the IV.

I believe it was Monday the nurse spotted blood in the IV tube.  This meant they needed to put it in another spot.  I have come to have great respect for medical personnel who can hit a vein on the first try.  In this case, it took two different people trying at five different spots before they could get another IV spot working.  It is one thing to stick the needle in and be done but each time they tried a new location, they twisted and turned the needle for about ten minutes, (That is an exaggeration but it hurt terribly each time) before giving up.  Mercifully, the nurse gave up and had someone else try.  Thank God they were much faster.  Consequently, when I get shots or donate blood now, I can watch them stick me and it doesn’t bother me. 

I was watching the Three Stooges before some visitors arrived.  Do you remember I mentioned earlier how much it hurt to use my stomach muscles?  Every time I started laughing, I immediately stopped due to pain.  I kept watching anyway until friends arrived.  I watched other comedies when I was alone. 

Finally, on Tuesday, I could start eating real food.  Tuesday, one week since my last real meal, I could start eating again.  This also meant I could (had to….it hurt to get out of bed) walk around even more.  Then on Wednesday I was allowed to go home.  It was a few more days before I could go to school.  It is interesting how things happen sometimes.

It was about this time I was contacted by a lady who inquired about my interest in delivering newspapers for the Peoria Journal Star.  I was interested in doing this and making some money but couldn’t until cleared by the doctor.  I lost a lot of weight during this episode and used the walking (I ran) around the neighborhood with the newspapers to get some strength.  This later helped me as I started running in track and cross country.  That’s another story. 

By now you probably deduced I had an acute appendicitis.  If so, you are correct.  I’ve never studied medicine but I always hear how serious it is to have a ruptured appendix.  Mine did rupture.  The operating surgeon told us my colon formed a barrier around the poison released after the rupture and kept it from spreading.  We were told that made all the difference. 

Epilogue:

I’m not sure but I think it was a month later that I was cleared to begin working my paper route and state PE class.  I still felt weak but was anxious to get my strength back.  For the first PE class we played flag football.  Several players from the school football team were in my gym class.  As it turned out, most were on the opposing team that day.  For the first play, I was to block the people trying to get to the quarterback.  The ball was hiked and one of the football players plowed into me and lifted me in one motion.  After taking a couple steps he threw me forward and I landed thudded onto the ground.  I felt great pain in my incision and felt it with my hand.  It wasn’t bleeding and I was very grateful.  I was still in one piece.  Life continues.