Dr.
Lowe was a champion for Charlotte . Charlotte
displayed raw tools and ingenuity with her writing and Dr. Lowe advised how,
once molded and honed, the sky was the limit for whatever she wanted to
accomplish. Charlotte ’s heart leapt for joy when Dr. Lowe
shared this fact with her. Never in her
wildest dreams did she think she could be a journalist. Things weren’t easy and the road still seemed
quite long but Charlotte
was beginning to believe.
Bob’s
heart was broken a few months later when his father had a stroke. It was a relatively minor stroke but a major
one followed it and his dad became bed ridden and unable to speak except for a
couple phrases that he repeated over and over.
He could say “Yes.” and that made it somewhat easier to communicate with
him. Nevertheless, Bob could see the
frustration in his father’s eyes. To
Bob, it appeared that his father was still all there but unable to come out of
his debilitated body. The man was
trapped, unable to be freed.
Bob’s
thoughts turned to Samantha from time to time.
That happened even more after his father’s stroke. He remembered the two of them were close and
something inside him said Samantha would want to know about his health. However, Bob never did see or speak to her
again and part of him wondered if he had handled things differently if they
would still be together.
John
went to college that Fall and jumped into college life. He wanted to experience it all. Well, everything that was good about it. He was not a party person so he didn’t seek
that scene. However, he was involved in
a couple sports and joined the Acapella choir and even started acting. He dated a few different girls but didn’t
consider any of them very serious.
He
was happy to finally be out on his own.
He didn’t consider living on campus on his own but there was a gentleman
from church that said living on campus was a good half way point from living at
home to being on your own. John
immediately agreed with that logic.
Jack
finished counseling with Pastor Bob and the psychologist supplied by the
military after a couple of months. Both
the psychologist and Pastor Bob believed his recovery was never in doubt. He had a strong supporting cast around him
and, often, that was the most important fact in any type of recovery. Also, he strongly wanted to put it all behind
him. Jack continued to try reaching
JoJo. It was a long hard road since, not
only was JoJo affected by PTSD, he was now addicted to drugs.
He
regularly thought of the song about people trying to reach those with an
addiction. “I pound on these walls with
my bleeding hands.” He understood why
the writer’s hands were bleeding. He had
been pounding for so long they now bled.
Jack was starting to understand much prayer would be required. All he could continue doing was loving and
praying for JoJo. He was very much
encouraged during a visit when JoJo was sober.
JoJo shared with him that he “Had a wounded heart” and he “didn’t know
what to do about it.” Jack put a hand on
his friend’s shoulder and said he would do everything possible to help him
through it.
On
the anniversary of MIA’s death, the two of them sat on the floor of Jack’s
bedroom. Jack was nearly finished
packing his things. The two of them were
going to get an apartment together. JoJo
said, “Isn’t it funny? Death? I saw enough of it in Afghanistan to
fill 2 lifetimes.”
“Yep.”
“People
come and they go throughout your life but you never really know…” his voice trailed off.
Jack
turned to face JoJo when he started again, “It seems for every start there is a
stop. For every new relationship, one
ends. All these things go on and we are
powerless to do anything about it. Oh,
we try to manipulate things to our own advantage. But when bad things happen, things normally
turn out good anyway. So why are we
always chasing after crap that isn’t going to amount to a hill of beans in the
end?”
Jack
was silent.
“We
went through so much shit over there and MIA lives through it all but kills hisself
when he gets home. I don’t get it.”
“Me
neither. He was a good man. He would have laid down his life for us and
we would do the same for him. But I have
to tell you that since I’ve completed my therapy, it is like the curtains
parted. It is like a journey back into
innocence. I don’t know if that is what
it will be like for you but I hope it is.
I can’t wait to begin working at the VA clinic and helping our
veterans. You know how much help we need
and we can’t be the only ones.”
“You
are going to do good there, buddy.”
“And
you are going to be good at everything you do too.”
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