Monday, October 3, 2016

The Rider: Final

After the morning feeding, the Owner walked up to Runner and asked, “Have I done something wrong?”  Runner quickly replied, “No, everything is fine.”  The Owner smiled and asked, “Will you walk with me for a moment?”  The sun was shining brightly just as it did in the dream.  Runner gazed out at The Land Beyond and his heart burned within him.  The Owner looked directly into Runner’s eyes and asked, “Do you want to run free again?” 
 
Runner quickly said no and turned away as tears began to well up in his eyes.  He didn’t understand why he was crying only that there was a great sadness in his heart.  He felt so much emotion and mere words could never explain it.  The Owner simply said, “Let’s go for a ride.” and turned to get the saddlery.
 
Runner stood too nervous to move as the Owner dressed him for the ride.  He looked anxiously about him when the Owner mounted him and prodded him to start moving.  Step, step, step, he began to walk.  As the horse had feared, he was being led to the gap in the fence.  The other horses gave him looks of contempt as they rode by.  When they reached the edge of The Land Beyond Runner shut his eyes.  He wanted to protest.  He wanted to stop.  He wanted to fight but he just couldn’t.  His eyes were tightly closed for a few more steps when he heard one of the other horses shout, “Don’t bother coming back!”  He started to speak in his own defense when felt a swift kick in the ribs.  Startled, he began to run.

He ran and ran with tears streaming down his face.  He was unsure of how he felt.  He wanted to savor all that he was feeling but was afraid that it was wrong.  Was this what he was looking for?  He felt whole, free, and a little bit at peace.  Horse and rider galloped off into the distance.

The euphoria of freedom faded as fatigue began to wear on him.  He slowed down to a trot and finally to a walk when the Owner began to speak.  “This is the way it is supposed to be.  You have the world to roam and explore and I will guide you.  Unlike before when you didn’t know what was best, I will shepherd you to the best water holes and grazing land.  It won’t be hit or miss.
 
Runner asked, “Why is there a gap in the fence?”
 
“Long ago, some horses put the fence but I took it down.  The horses rebuilt it again and I tore it down again.  It was a continuous cycle that ended when I made the fence with a missing section.  I continue to ensure the section missing remains.  Whenever one of them is ready, they can ride out.  The fence represents their stubbornness and unwillingness to live where they belong.”
 
Runner remembered his dream and felt a wave of emotion wash over him.  Runner murmured to himself, “I can run in the Valley of Dreams and The Land Beyond.”  The Owner smiled and nodded.

He was free.  The world was once again his to explore, but now he had someone to take care of him.  The world is not so much of an evil place as it is a lost place in need of someone to care for it.  With a heartfelt cry of exaltation the horse ran off to find his old friends and introduce them to the Owner.  The Owner felt Runner’s rapture and rejoiced with him.

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