“Hi
Marcus. I am well and how is my favorite
youngest son?”
“He
is well too.”
“Did
you eat breakfast this morning?”
“I
always do, mom.”
“What’d
you eat?”
Marcus
sighed. This happens every time, he
thought. “I had cereal, orange juice and
a banana.”
“What
kind of cereal?”
“Jeez,
mom, you always do this. I had raisin
bran.” He lied. It was Captain Crunch.
“I
don’t want you to get sick. If you eat
right, you can fight off diseases.”
“I
know, mom. You always say that.”
“I
know I pester you but I love you. That’s
how I show it.”
“Yes
mom.”
“So
what’s new with you?”
There
was no way he was going to mention with Julie.
She would latch onto that topic and… He didn’t even want to think about
it. Instead, Marcus brought up the work
he did on the supervisor’s presentation and how he found the error while under
a deadline. Topics switched to his dad’s
health and his brother’s as a newlywed.
The call ended after 15 minutes.
While Marcus genuinely loved his mother, sometimes she smothered her
family too much. Consequently, both he
and his brother were anxious to go to college and never moved back.
He
thought about Julie. He was infatuated
with getting to know her better. It had
been just over a year since Kathy broke off their relationship. He was deeply hurt but now felt ready to be
in a relationship again. Marcus was
beginning to understand that he put too much of himself into a relationship in
the early stages. Somehow, he needed to
pull back a little.
As
he pondered who he believed Julie to be, he felt she had more substance than
kathy. He wouldn’t call Julie a beauty
queen. He felt her allure came from her
soul. He believed that was what made her
different from his previous relationships.
Julie was a genuine person. She
was not fake. She did not pretend to be
someone other than who she was. She was
real. Oh, to be with someone who was
real.
Marcus
wanted to go on a real date with Julie.
He wanted to hold hands and snuggle and give her sweet kisses. He closed his eyes and savored the idea. He could picture himself stroking her hair,
caressing her cheek. He wanted to
envelope her in his arms. He wanted to
hold her, protect her. He opened his
eyes. He would make it happen.
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